and the waiting continues.

i am still waiting for the night that the girls will sleep without waking up and demanding to be fed. 

they are so needy.

but seriously, people, i am tired. 

like really tired. 

 it has been 98 nights since i have had a full night sleep. 

not the i am counting or anything. 

last week i was changing a diaper in the middle of the night, i don't even know who it was, and i put the dirty diaper back on the baby instead of the clean one.  i didn't even notice until she was already dressed and back in bed and i went to throw away the other diaper, which seemed very light.  

nice one, mom.  

and then the other night, when re-dressing elise after a middle of the night changing, i put both of her legs into the same pant leg of her jammies.  

i didn't catch that mistake until the next morning. 

seriously tired, people.   

for mother's day, i asked brenner for 10 hours of straight sleep.

he said he will get that for me next year. 

fab-u-lous.

 don't get me wrong, they are totally worth it, but a little more sleep would be much appreciated. 

ya hear that, little one?

oh yeah, and tell your sister.